A New Motivation

Written by on January 5, 2007 in The Healing Journey with 0 Comments

Every morning I go to Pinewhisper’s blog on MySpace and read a snippet of wisdom. It’s a nice way to start off my day, and has become a part of my spiritual “getting ready for the day” routine.

This morning he wrote about listening to our inner guidance, to take into consideration the advice and opinions of others – from family to teachers to friends – but to listen to our own inner voice and to open up to Guidance.

This speaks to me of speaking with an authentic voice, to not merely echo the sentiments of others – no matter how well meaning – of being real with ourselves.

This past month, I’ve wondered what my life would have been like if I hadn’t felt the need to prove my worth. What if I was able to be self-accepting of who I was? What if I had a sense of my worth as a human being, that I knew I was loved by God…that I was okay and loved, and instead of proving something that was already given to me as a gift, I developed my talents and let my uniqueness unfold as a natural part of being alive…a simple and joyous celebration of being?

And I know the path I have walked has contributed to who I am today, and there’s no rewinding that tape or going back. But, I, also, know, there’s more to life than what has gone before, and what may have been good enough for motivation in the past may not be so adequate any more.

It has brought me here – this need to prove my worth, to somehow justify the space I was taking up, the resources I was using, the air I was breathing…and the pain and suffering I believed I was the cause for in my family.

But, I’m not there now. I have traveled a distance. So, I’m trying to be more and more open to the thought that I don’t have to prove anything, and make more and more room for the spontaneous joy and love that has always been there, but is now time to be my sole motivation for what I do.

So today, I do ask for Guidance, and more, I ask for the willingness and courage and fun of adventure to follow.

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About the Author

About the Author: Greetings, fellow dreamer, and welcome! I’m Demian Yumei, author, singer/songwriter and artist activist. Some of my creative projects are a CD of healing music, “For the Sake of Love” and a children’s book on the interconnectedness of life, “Little Yellow Pear Tomatoes” published by Illumination Arts. Currently, I’m in the process of creating podcasts for my book series on covert abuse. My commitment is to the creative process especially as it relates to the healing journey. Whether I’m singing at a vigil for asylum seekers, memorial for political activists or sitting around a table sharing tea and conversation with friends who just want to talk heart to heart, I am always deeply moved by the human spirit to love and live with authentic beauty. Thank you for being here, for reading my posts and/or listening to my podcast. There’s much to share, much to create and the journey has just begun! Meet you on the path. .


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